a crumpled husk of a man lies under a faded black blanket, his nearby shopping cart piled high with sticky soda bottles. at one point, this man was a boy. as he lies there now, on that rat-chewed blanket, caked in dried sweat and dust and grime and probably tears, i want to reach out and take that boy's hand. i want to tell him the world is his for the taking if only he has the conviction to hound after his dreams with a tenacity that bears more resemblance to stubborn stupidity than passionate pursuit. i want to tell him that the world is cruel and unforgiving and yet compassionate and loving at the same time. i want to tell him that even though life is full of bruised knees and broken hearts and lost dreams and fucking digging through the garbage hoping to find a half-eaten sandwich for lunch, it sometimes overwhelms you with the sun gradually setting behind a palisade of lofty pines, softly swaying in the gentle dusk breeze, as crickets and frogs sing to the fireflies flitting above flickering flames that smell every so slightly of pine needles, and while the adults talk of boring adult things, there is the pressing matter of who wants s'mores? i want to tell him these things not because i think they will change his condition; i want to tell him these things because that is the only way i can deal with the pain of seeing a fellow human being in such a state.